A Prayer for My Daughters – Proverbs 31:10

“An excellent wife who can find? She is far more precious than jewels.”

As I was having my devotions today I began a study of the Proverbs 31 woman. I was struck with a heavy heart to begin praying for my daughters, and the special girls I love as daughters. I wanted to share my heart I hope you are blessed with these thoughts from Scripture as I was.

My Heavenly Father,

May my daughters grow to be excellent wives. Help them to understand that being excellent in Your eyes is greater than any riches. May my daughters live lives with true purpose. A life that has weight to it. Not a life that is filled with things that are empty or without purpose. But a life that is worth more than jewels. A life that will stand the test of eternity. May their lives be invested in the work of Christ and not in a life that will pass away with no value.

Lord I pray for the future spouses of my daughters. May they value my daughters because they value You. May they value the right things for a wife, not looks, or even personality, but may they value them for their excellence in the Lord. May their future spouse value my daughters because a good wife is better than riches. May my daughters and their future spouse grow to value marriage and purity as You do and that you would be glorified in their marriage and in their lives.



Humbled at a Homeschooling Conference

This past weekend my husband and I joined the ranks and became a part of the homeschooling community. I guess technically we will start next year when we actually begin teaching our four year old in Kindergarten, but we went to our first homeschooling conference this past weekend so I thought that might count.

I am new to homeschooling. I grew up going to Christian and public school. My husband is the homeschooling veteran, being homeschooled 1st -8th grades. I must say I was very impressed by the spirit of the conference. Humility.

Before our children were born, we knew we would one day homeschool our children. Moving across the street from the local public elementary school confirms that every day. (Between the school’s failing record for the past 10 years, and the random fist fights that break out in the school yard it’s a no brainer.) We have been very prayerful about the decision to homeschool. We understand the pitfalls of home education. One of the major ones being PRIDE. It is very easy to start patting yourself on the shoulder for how great your children are. After all, you are the one educating them. But the conference did a great job of humbling me.

The spirit of the conference was a reflection on my responsibility as a parent to grow my children in the Lord. And this is something that every parent is responsible for regardless of the choice of education. Deuteronomy 6:4-7 “Hear, O Israel: The Lord our God, the LORD is one! You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your strength. And these words which I comman you today shall be in your heart. You shall teach them diligently to your children, and shall talk of them when you sit in your house, when you walk by the way, when you lie down, and when you rise up.”

I was reminded that my first and greatest responsibility to my child is to teach them to love God. Whether they are the best at math, or can read by the time they are four isn’t the goal. If when they take the standardized test and make it to the 99% percentile, but have no love for God and others than I have failed. After all, the reason I choose to keep them home is so that I can teach them Christ right?

The second truth I was humbled by was that my responsibility is to educate their soul. Not just with God’s word, although as I said above that is first, but the truth that all subjects (not just the Bible) are sacred. In other words, I am teaching math, science, reading, literature, history, not just so my children can use them to get a college degree so they can have a well paying job, but I am teaching them these subjects to enrich their souls. Interesting isn’t it. The speaker of one of the workshops said, “Show me a person’s education, and I will show you their view of man.” The speaker made a direct link from our current education system to our cultures view of man. If man has a soul, then we will appeal to the soul when we teach. We will teach them to think logically so that they will have a better view of God, themselves, and the world around them. However, if man is just a body, then we will teach our children to only develop outward skills for the sole purpose of earning a living.

As Christians, our responsibility is greater than a job. We understand that our purpose in life extends past the physical. We want to teach these subjects to the soul. Regardless of what job this lands them or if they go to college in 12 years is irrelevant. I want my child to see all subjects in light of their Creator so that they will have a deeper understanding of who they are, who God is, and enjoy the world that is around them.

So, now you can see why I was humbled. But at the same time I am excited. I am looking forward to starting this journey with my children. I know I won’t just be teaching them, but I will be learning myself. And I can’t wait.

Friend’s Suffering

I posted before a link to a friend I knew in college who recently lost her child. About a month ago another friend from college lost her husband after only being married a little over two years. Both of these women have been inspirations to me in their times of suffering. What I am learning from their struggle to keep the faith and pursue God in the midst of hurt has been convicting, encouraging, and has brought me closer to the Lord. Their testimonies are nothing shy of God’s wonderful grace transforming lives for His glory, and even though we don’t understand, for their good.

Here is a link to Ami’s post regarding her struggle with her loss and her amazing walk with her God.

Relentless Pursuit

Wednesday’s Prayer

As I get my heart ready for Prayer Meeting tonight I cannot get this song, “My Wordless Prayer” by Craig Courtney out of my head. I hope you allow the beauty of the words to reach deep into your soul and drive you to spend time in the throne room of God today during your quiet time and during your Prayer Meeting.

If you want to hear the song set to beautiful images please click on the link above.

My Wordless Prayer

My words lie still and lifeless as dust upon the sand, I can no longer voice one request or one demand. My cup of tears is empty, I can no longer cry, my lips have fallen silent, my prayer is but a sigh. Spirit,  come and rest Your ear upon my heart, O come and hear my wordless prayer, my silent plea and take them far away from me. Take them from this ear of mine to the Father’s heart divine. Speak in tones unknown to man that God may hear and understand. My voice is weak from calling to You both night and day. How long will You be silent? Why do You turn away?

Spirit, come and rest Your ear upon my heart, O come and hear my wordless prayer, my silent plea and take them far away from me. Take them from this ear of mine to the Father’s heart divine. Speak in tones unknown to man that God may hear and understand.